Love thats killing me … Love revive
Love that make me suffer .. I cannot resist
Love that i cannot deny .. I cannot hug
Love that i cannot hate .. I cannot lie
Love dies left only cries
Love flies …Love replies
Ada perbedaan besar antara “Aku ga bisa! dan “Gimana ya caranya biar bisa? Yang satu adalah pernyataan, ketidakmampuan, keputusan. Sedang yang satu lagi pertanyaan, optimisme yg mengandung rencana USAHA masa depan biar bisa mengatasinya, a POSITIVE THINKING. Kalo dah BERUSAHA hasilnya cuma ada dua, BERHASIL ataupun GAGAL. Kalo sudah diputuskan bwat berUSAHA, jadilah SMARTWORKER, yg berpikir kalau KEBERHASILAN itu adalah tentang bagaimana mengunakan segenap kemampuan biar bisa sukses & berhasil, jangan menjadi PENJUDI man! orang yang bila berusaha lebih mengandalkan keberuntungan untuk berhasil, yg kalo misalnya berhasilpun tidak mengajarkan apa2x, karena cuma beruntung aja. Satu lagi, knapa ya yg kek gini ini lebih guampaaang bwat diomongin daripada dijalani….
Ehm,….
Sering sudah pernah denger three magic words :”Be Your Self!”. Ga teu sapa yg suka bilang gitu, wiseman or a stupid moron, it’s easier said than done. YES, ITS SOOOOOOO DAMN HARRRRDDDDD TO BE YOURSELF, to be somebody, why? go ask your self. Berapa jam, hari, minggu yang sudah kamu jalani dengan menjadi dirimu sendiri, especially within your interaction to people. And kamu mulai talk bullshit. I think its related with maturity and self-identity, some magical word that i thought it only exist in my imagination.
IMAGINE, ketika temen-temenmu, orang diselilingmu mulai menunjukkan “kebolehannya” dan segala “kelebihannya”, satu yang pengen aku liat. Yup, reaksimu ketika mulai meninggikan harga dirimu dengan segala cara, humble u’r self with ur bullshit. Hueeekkkk…..but so am I . And wiseman say again, Go, Be your self….hellloooo..!! Once again, its easier for you to say. You got everything, and me…Nothing but a pathetic loser with so many weakness as my advantages.
Pernahkan kamu bermimpi jadi superman, pemain band terkenal, einstein, penemu penicillin, konglomerat, anak presiden, or someone. Something yang pasti blon ada pada dirimu, Superman never dream to be a superman, yeaaa…keep on dreaming loser, when u wake up and realize how pathetic you are. Yes, I am a moron with nothing to be proud of, but maybe someday will find one and more, and more…And if dreaming will make me stronger, then i will keep dreaming. by the way, I’ve found a better word : “HOPE”.
I’ll try to be more optimistic next time…(to be continued)
Seorang temenkoe pernah yang br patah hati nanya (or ngaseh statement yah about a real way “How to love” yang bisa membuktikan kalo cara mencintai manusia itu egois, the question is : “IF YOU FALL IN LOVE TO AN “ANGEL, HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT TO BE ?????, Pilih 1 jawaban di bawah, or you may just post one of your own!”
a. Cara seorang bijak/wiseman way, If you love her, you got to let her go, or cinta tak harus memiliki, or you’lll have to let her go man…kalo kamu bener2x suka ya biar dia meraih kebahagiaannya sendiri, or sederetan kata2x bullsh*t laennya yang menurutku seh sama skali ga enak didenger or diterima akal sehat seorang manusia.
b. Cara seorang “manusia sejati”, I will cut of her wing just to keep her here with me..all the time, live happily ever after, of course…with me around Biarin dia jadi ga bisa terbang yg penting kita hepi.
So? apa yang kamu pilih?
My Answer : DEFINITELY “B”, sebodo amat…I am an ordinary man (tu kan lo egois, menurutku seh kalo kamu pilih “A then you must have a holy circle up your head (that means you must be an angel too), or kamu manusia pilihan Tuhan yang sudah 3 kali berevolusi/reinkarnasi melebihi manusia laen di bumi ini yang adanya cuman 1 :10 milyar. Well, we’re just an ordinary people. Welcome to our world Life Sucks :(. POST IT TO ME IF YOU GOT OTHER OPINION..!!
I am not a mad scientist who can make you an interspace rocket so we can fly together to the moon.
I am not a prince charming who climb the tower to save you and defeat the evil witch.
I am not a brave fighter who slay the dragon and give you a necklace made from its teeth.
I am not a brilliant stakeholder that can make millions in a second.
I am not a six-million dollar bulletproof hero who can protect you from anything.
I am not an angel with beautiful wing, circle light upon my head and a pure heart all in white.
I am not EVEN a magna cumlaude student with bright future in front of your eyes.
I just don’t deserve it
